bittersweet; “pleasure alloyed with pain”
There’s something about completing a project or achieving a goal that can evoke an unexpected bittersweet response.
A goal to which time, energy and enthusiasm has been devoted, selfishly, now nears it’s finish. That seems to be when the thing creeps in, fog- like. It obscures the light of the accomplishment and shrouds the moment of celebration in chilly dampness. Now what?
A common malady of the creative type. It must be met head on, full force with the next most compelling project in the world. Just GO...